October 30, 2010

u and I #1

cemburu tu penting x?
bagi aku,penting!
salah x kalau aku cemburu tengok orang yang kita sayang masih disayangi oleh "ex" beliau dan sangat obvious.
i do trust you,but sometimes i cant stop this feeling.
fobia is the problem.
before,i trust someone 100% and just let he do what he want..
at last,both of them that i trust stabbed me from the back.'
hurt me so much.
you know what hubby,my love for you keep growing from day to day.
i know and i'll remember what you said to me.
kalau bbuat air,xletak gula xsedap jugak,tapi kalau gula daf terlebih,xelok jugak kan.
ila tawu,tapi insyaAllah ila mintak benda2 macam ni xjadi 'reason' for anything bad.

nak tawu lagi x ila fobia apa lagi?
bila "call-waiting".
OMG,panas badan bukan sebab marah tapi sebab takot.
serius takot!
because of call-waiting,i got thousands of lies.
dont want the same thing to happen.

i gave reasons not because to remember about the past.
but i want you to know why i acted that way.

amir hafizudin,
saya mungkin bukanlah wanita sempurna ataupun wanita yang mungkin menjadi idaman kamu.tapi,percayalah,dalam hati saya,saya sangat sayang kamu dan sentiasa mencuba yang terbaik,only for you.hari ke hari,saya cuba menjadi insan yang akan kamu sentiasa sayang i dont know to tell u what i have in my heart towards you.
everyday,i am in love with you sayang.in malay,hari-hari saya jatuh cinta pada awak!
love,
fadila

9 comments:

Hasnida Sidek said...

Alolololo. Huny, sometimes we just have to forget the past and move on. No matter how much it hurts.

I'm with you iela. =)

ethyzty said...
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ethyzty said...

dear! sme la kite.ble call waiting,bdan otomatic panas.ase down!ase kne tipu.even xde pe pun.even 'org 2' nga oncall ngan mbr dy je.even 'org 2' bkn nga curangg ngan kite.tp sbb our past,kte jd phobia ngan call waiting.hg tulis ni,aq bwu sedar aq pun phobia ngan call waiting~!!

iela_fadila alias said...

has : uhuhu.on my way to forget the past!ehe.tq has.. muahs!

zati : kan?uhuhu.pdahal xda pa2 pun..nsib baik ada rumate ak yg make me optimis balik.uhu.need a change.tlong cari ubat!

Nailofarhazirah said...

atie n ila: sngt terluka bila rse mcm ni.. please my honey buney friends,we have each other..dont ever think that u are the one cant be loved by someone.. now, we are having alot of obstacles regarding this "something- can -make- we hurt" [love lah sng cakap]..

trust to Allah, kdng2 kita akan jumpe org salah b4 Allah kurniakan org yg btol2 mmg diciptkan utk kita..

ethyzty said...

yup.sokong anis.jom jom jom!jadi kuat!
insyaAllah.one day kite sume jmpa apa yg kite suppose dpt~

~~NuR nAzLiNa sAiMoN~~ said...

alolo..de pengalaman pahit upenyer..tapi xpe semua tu mematangkan kita...cuma even fobia tu menguasai dir tapi jgn sampai memakan diri ok la...semoga kalian berbahagia hingga ke anak cucu..=)

iela_fadila alias said...

anis : insyaAllah,tnx for being there when i need sum1!hehe.luv u lah!

zati : jom2!hehe.kuat gla ni..
amin..

lina : aa,hope so,xmemakan diri..amin..hope lina pun bhgia ke anak cucu dgn insan tersayang! :)

~~NuR nAzLiNa sAiMoN~~ said...

hehe..ye semoga doa iela menjadi kenyataan..hehehe...